today nth special..but lucky i got ppl who i can talk with..
hahah..thx to he lar..because he pro in love..can i say like that? XDD
he knew i talks about he..lol
i expressed some feelings and thought to him..because he knew and experience before..so, he also told and advice me everything about it..
i recalled my "good" memories only..just feel that dont know what and how that guy feel or think only..he said sometime that guy feel nth but sometimes still will think about me if that guy still love me..but i dont know that guy still love me anot..
he also ask me to test that guy..but i don't want.. cause i know guys don't like girls or others ppl to 8 his things..then he gave the last idea..straight ask that guy..make it feel better that knowing the ans compare to guessing what that guy thinking..i do think before..if i asked that guy but i got that ans i don't want its really hurts.. he said friend-->couple then go back to friend sure diff friend..haha i know..
i talk to that guy i have to pretend act as a friend.. it's so hard..i'd acted 1 years+ can't believe it..the time past so fast..he also said if i didn't ask that guy for the ans..then i wait for 1 years + is useless ady..but i dont mind..
haiz.. i have to think myself.. he as a "outsider", my things he don't want to say too much..if not that guy will dulan..
sometime i tell myself..dont care bout this 1st concentrate in study..but i cant..sometimes it appear suddenly and feel bad only..
现在不敢抱着太大的希望在那个人的身上,要不失望更大..
♥ our lips must always be sealed
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